i'm a nice girl i'm a bad girl, i'm a fuck up, i'm an artist. I have no life. I can't get no satisfaction. With or without you. I need action cuz I'm immobile I'm stabilized I am fucking sedated. i'm hurt and I'll say it however i want to. I want an audience of no one. I just need the noise im fucking tired of the echo of who i was up my ass about who i am and in my head telling me who the fuck I should be. I used to be a fucking wonder. Now I'm just a puddle, just rubble, just remnants. A broken tradition like a broken rule. I was a rebel to my causes and now I have none. I'm just the shadow not the substance. The shell without the spirit. The beauty without the heart. Ugly. Duckling.